now, i'm feeling lack of affection. i realize, my nuclear family love me so much. unfortunately, i had to see others relation(ship) kinda couple or friendship from some friends of mine. this two weeks or more, i watch some people making a surprise birthday party for their dearest one even it was just two little cupcakes or muffin with candle on it and the most popular social networking appear the details moment on my homepage. . suddenly, i wish i have that moment..
yeah, i had it on my eighteen, my mom and some members of church made it for me on Christmast celebration. i'm surprised and happy for it, i wrote the stories on this page too. but i don't know why i hope some friends would make it one for me one day.
maybe, this feeling grows up because i've often been trapped with loneliness. my tasks and other college activities couldn't take over it. when exhausted come around, it feels suck knowing no one care about myself.
i have no intention to make this feeling bigger and transform with tissues over my room. actually, i'm looking for someone to listen to me. a cuddle when i'm fragile. or at least, hold my hand when everything goes wrong. one ever came up for it in the end of last year. my mistake, he's not beside me anymore.
sorry, if this posting like teenager's post. twitter doesn't help anymore. i extremely hate when i was trying to be honest to myself, i tweet it to make better of me, but some of my follower called me 'galau' or whatever you name it. oh yeah, they just don't understand me, neither do you, the readers.
it's so much better to pour that way here, no one ever commented on my blog directly in the column below the post. i know this isn't the conceived post, sorry for that. this is just a junk.
yeah, i had it on my eighteen, my mom and some members of church made it for me on Christmast celebration. i'm surprised and happy for it, i wrote the stories on this page too. but i don't know why i hope some friends would make it one for me one day.
maybe, this feeling grows up because i've often been trapped with loneliness. my tasks and other college activities couldn't take over it. when exhausted come around, it feels suck knowing no one care about myself.
i have no intention to make this feeling bigger and transform with tissues over my room. actually, i'm looking for someone to listen to me. a cuddle when i'm fragile. or at least, hold my hand when everything goes wrong. one ever came up for it in the end of last year. my mistake, he's not beside me anymore.
sorry, if this posting like teenager's post. twitter doesn't help anymore. i extremely hate when i was trying to be honest to myself, i tweet it to make better of me, but some of my follower called me 'galau' or whatever you name it. oh yeah, they just don't understand me, neither do you, the readers.
it's so much better to pour that way here, no one ever commented on my blog directly in the column below the post. i know this isn't the conceived post, sorry for that. this is just a junk.
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